I think linearly. I like to be organized. I like it when things make sense, most of the time. Typically I like to blog so that things go in order and I am not jumping around too much. That is why it is hard for me to write this particular blog. It is not Part II of my last blog, The Corner Pieces as originally intended, and I apologize for making you wait on that installment.
Right now, I have the need to blog in the present and stray from the narrative that is supposed to catch you up to the present. After all, I am only one person and there is only so much time in the day… And I need to seize this day before it too becomes the past. We are living and moving through the heart right NOW and that is exactly what this blog is about!
Lately, life has been quite glorious. Intense and busy for sure, but my time is consumed with doing and working towards all of the things that I love. I am living and moving through the heart, doing my heart’s work and that is a beautiful thing. I want to share with my readers what that means to me and find out what that means to them. I also want to share with you how it all relates to Tiny Living, moving into our RV and the unburdening of that which is extraneous.
We have been in the middle of packing and moving for about two months now. For those of you who missed it, Rob and I are moving into our travel trailer. We are distilling life down to what is actually, truly and deeply important to us. We are striving to save money, get out of debt and refuse to get a mortgage. We are experimenting with minimalism. We want to travel and we want to work! We want to do meaningful work of our choosing that will move and inspire. We have realized that for us, our quality of life is not measured by the amount of STUFF we own, but in the joy that we derive from the work that we do and the time we spend together. What an important realization!
Even though we are still living in an 1800sq ft. rented house for the next few weeks, we are in a different mind set and truly amazing things are happening. Since we have made the decision to shed the fluff so to speak, the clarity and focus have been sharper than ever. We are making a concerted effort to seek out that which is meaningful to us. We live in a world that is full of distractions, we are blocking them out. The effect that it is having on our lives is that we are actually drawing in that which we are most passionate about.
I was recently cast in a beautiful work of dance art by Blue Lapis Light, Site Specific Aerial Dance Company called Heaven-Earth-One. In many ways this is a dream come true for me. It most definitely called for its own individual blog post.
The performance is on the iconic Long Center for the Performing arts in Austin, TX. I say, performing “on” instead of “at” or “in” because it is a work of site specific aerial dance that is literally being performed on the exterior architecture of the building.
The mission of Blue Lapis Light is to “create transcendent works of beauty that are offered without religious denomination, as prayers for the planet. Using aerial techniques informed by classical, interpretive and modern dance, Blue Lapis Light is committed to challenging physical limitations and inspiring our audiences with a sense of wonder.”
The show that we are currently doing, Heaven-Earth-One “is a journey personal and collective. Our experiences connect us to one another and to the greater whole. An eternity of possibility is held within each moment, thought and action. To embrace peace in our hearts, act compassionately toward one another and treasure this planet and all species, is to live in the light of conscious change for all.” The main idea of the show is that within the knowledge of all, both light and dark exist. Humanity has the responsibility of bringing the dark into the light. When you live and move through the heart, heaven and earth become one.
Within the context of the show, my character and my fellow zip liner, Tara are etherial beings that represent and bring the hope of living through the heart. How cool is that? This show came into my life at exactly the right time. It speaks to me! I speak through it. My body speaks through movement. It is my deepest wish to bring the hope of living through the heart to those I come in contact with.
It is amazing that I have the opportunity to do so in Heaven-Earth-One!
When Rob and I made the decision to move into our RV it was a decision to live and move through the heart. When I decided to blog about our transition into this new life and the pursuit of our dreams, it was a decision to provide inspiration, guidance and hope to others who may have similar desires or who are seeking a path to living through their heart. It is about intention. Everything you do with clear intensions is a little prayer, spell and offering to fulfilling a life of living through your heart. Art is a powerful medium for prayer and intention. Being in this show right now is like the artistic personification of our dedication to living through the heart!
What does living through the heart mean? What does it mean to you? I am not totally comfortable explaining this for everyone, because our experiences are all different and living through the heart is going to look very different on every individual. In not so many words, this is a question that I have pondered for years. I had my first existential crisis at age 4 and have continued to have them throughout my life, often they are brought on by my health issues… Also, when I was in high school and people would say things like, “these are the best years of your life”, it really made me panic. Age really is a beautiful thing, it provides some much needed perspective.
I have realized that living through the heart is not something that can be fully understood intellectually (which is hard for me, because I want to understand everything intellectually and in a linear and organized way), it is something that must be felt in the depths of your being. And it requires a certain amount of stillness, quiet and searching to find.
In my opinion, being in nature and away from the influence of social expectations helps sort out what is actually important versus what we are told should be of importance to us. Examining what your comfort zone is and then realizing that you are probably going to have to jump out of it to experience the joy of living through your heart, and then preparing yourself to do exactly that. Being ok with not knowing all of the answers, continuing to search and having faith that you will discover them when the time is right. I find that I am often more comfortable outside of my comfort zone these days.
Talking about what it means for you to live through your heart with a good friend or partner is a great first step. It is never too late to learn more about yourself! I have learned that helping others find a way to live through the heart, in turn helps me live through the heart.
Here is some inspiration! Take some time to absorb these words, deconstruct them and what they mean to you.
“The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the Heart.”
“I just want to make beautiful things even if nobody cares.”
“Life begins at the end of your comfort zone.”
-Neale Donald Walsch
“Great effort from great motives is the best definition of a happy life.”
-William Ellery Channing
“Finding is reserved for those that search”
“The Excitement of learning separates youth from old age. As long as you’re learning, you’re not old.”
-Rosalyn S. Yalow
Now ask yourself again, what would it mean to you, to live through your heart? What distractions could you rid yourself of to help discover your true self? How could you downsize your life so that it is truly full? Maybe you are you already doing it?
Please comment. I would love to know your thoughts, dreams, and inspiration! What does living through the heart mean to you? What is your prayer for the planet?
Also, if you are interested in attending one of the remaining performances of Heaven-Earth-One, you can get tickets through the Long Center.
I am not going to tell you what my next blog post will be about, because I could change my mind; changing my mind is part of living through my heart.